Happiness & Heartache

FOOD

For R’s 11th birthday on Saturday we had a bit of a change of plans.  Crazy storms meant staying home, and she elected Italian for dinner!

the vegan portion of the birthday meal!  Meatless balls from Happy Herbivore (FANTASTIC) over pasta with sauteed onions, veggies, Italian seasoning, and Gremolata Olive Oil.
the vegan portion of the birthday meal! Meatless balls from Happy Herbivore (FANTASTIC) over pasta with sauteed onions, veggies, Italian seasoning, and Gremolata Olive Oil.

And cake (of course).  We always do homemade cakes, and this years was her very favorite strawberry cake!

CAKE!!!
CAKE!!!
cut funny because the birthday girl really wanted to eat the B....
cut funny because the birthday girl really wanted to eat the B….

FITNESS

I was able to get a run in on Saturday before the storms hit.  It was a very sticky and muggy run, but still a good one!

LIFE

Saturday was my little one’s birthday!  Hard to believe she’s 11.  It was a great day, though quite low key (we’re low key kinda people).  We went out to breakfast and then did presents.  The original plan was to hit up Howl-O-Scream at Busch Gardens, but the storms waylaid that idea.  So we stayed home, played games, and watched Divergent (which I enjoyed very much!).

D did all the shopping this year.  He didn't go overboard or anything...
D did all the shopping this year. He didn’t go overboard or anything…
Ginny turning one of the boxes into a nest!
Ginny turning one of the boxes into a nest!
R loving her brand new gaming laptop!  I think A and M are a little jealous :)
R loving her brand new gaming laptop! I think A and M are a little jealous 🙂

Yesterday D drove A back to college, and after getting some work done, I took R up to Busch Gardens!  It was a beautiful day, so we thought we’d spent some time at one of our favorite places.  D met up with us there, and while we didn’t stay too long – it was a school night – still managed to get in two roller coasters and one VERY scary haunted house!

waiting in line for a roller coaster
waiting in line for a roller coaster
D and R :)
D and R 🙂
me and R being very scared inside a haunted house
me and R being very scared inside a haunted house
R getting a photo op with the headless woman
R getting a photo op with the headless woman

However, I do have some sad news too.  My 12 year old Sammie is no longer with us.  She was diagnosed with a massive liver tumor about two weeks ago, and due to it’s placement and her age, there was nothing they could do.  We decided that when her quality of life began to suffer, that we would let her go.  Last night she threw up violently, and has since not eaten nor had any water and couldn’t stand or walk with ease.  She also had a fever.  Her normally perky behavior and wagging tail were gone.  We took her to the vet this morning at 830 am, where we were told that there was nothing we could do, that she had taken a sudden turn, and as a family, we decided it was time to let her rest.

D stayed with her through it all, and said she just went to sleep – unafraid and in no pain.  So goodbye and goodnight sweet Sammie.  While our hearts ache for losing you, I’m happy that you picked my family to love and care for these past 12 years.  I love you.

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RunCrissieRun

I am a 43 yo busy career single mom, attempting to find her inner athlete, be a gluten-free & nut-free vegan, and find a way to balance it all without going crazy! I love to cook, read, run, box, do yoga, dance, travel, and learn as many new things as I can - which often gets me in trouble.... I am passionate about life in general, and if I didn't write about it, I'd probably implode.

2 thoughts on “Happiness & Heartache

    1. Thank you so much. It’s been a tough couple of days. I miss her so much, and my heart falls every time I expect to see her at the window, or running around the corner to say hi – to always be the first at the front door to love on someone walking in. To her shoving her head into my hand to demand a rubdown. All the little things….
      I know it was the right decision, but frankly…it still sucks.

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